"If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets."
— Haruki Murakami
Life takes many turns
Yes, I haven’t seen it all. Life is changing too quickly right now. From the things I need to things I want. I do know what I want and one of things I wanted the most I already have. I just need to adapt with all the focus on it. I feel more useful and I’ve been very praised for all the things I’ve done so far.
I remember NY every single time I start to think about life. I don’t feel lost, I was, I feel half empty or half full, but I prefer empty. ‘Cause, as any other human being (I like to think this way) I want to be in love. Those fucking butterflies inside, just seeing a girl and I can’t even spell any word. Lame? Perhaps, but all we need is love right? Yes, lame shit, but only cowards don’t have the guts to feel.
So, dreams. Or more pleasant to write, goals. I have to focus on it. It’s not about the money, it’s about happiness. Simple. Everyday.
P.S: I don’t get tired off my P.S. Those quick reminders or notes to self:
“If you’re already in love with your job, it’s only a small step to another kind of love.”
We seed, we feel, we need, we fight We seal, we cut, we seek, we love We grow, we take, we eat, we break We hunt, we hurt, we seize, we kneel We heal, we fuck, we pray, we hate We reach, we touch, we lose, we taste We learn, we lie, we wound, we waste We hold, we kill, we love, we veil We crawl,…
- Uma pessoa escolhe não ter filhos para não ter despesa
é isto a que se chega, se vem de quem não se esperava, quer dizer, esperar o quê quando somos uma população toda queimada, anda tudo com o coração nas mãos, milhentas pessoas perdidas aqui e ali, são princípios, não querereis ter filhos, restepa, para não ter despesa, o ser (não) humano fode tudo.
She caught me doing one of my favourite things. Love the sea.
Then, her. A very cute and lovely girl. Supporting her every day makes me feel more important to someone. I like the way she looks at me, very deep in the eyes. I say this is a beginning of a very promising friendship.
P.S: Forgot the last time I’ve post a photo of mine in here
Beautiful day. Not only because everything was sounding harmonic and look so straightforward, but my vibe. People always looking and smiling for me made realize I’m on the right track
- Do you see any ring on this finger?
was one of the high moments from today. Self esteem more accurate indeed and I was very clever how I handled the situation. After that, my amazing work on some program on my laptop proving myself, I can be great when I really want something nicely done,
- You know, when I look at you I see a guy I can trust, a guy that is always ready and will go with me to a fight. You’re great and you made me realize that I need to take my decisions for my own good. How do you that?
this was the high moment. This was the moment that made me believe. I almost cried. Emotional like shit, man to man, pure and simple (That scene from Good Will Hunting pouding in my head like hell).
- Always together. Would you abandon your past to save your future? Thanks for that one.
Sleep I will. ‘Cause my face hurts from the smiles today. Good night.
If you feel lost, disappointed, hesitant, or weak, return to yourself, to who you are, here and now and when you get there, you will discover yourself, like a lotus flower in full bloom, even in a muddy pond, beautiful and strong.
It’s a terrible thing, I think, in life to wait until you’re ready. I have this feeling now that actually no one is ever ready to do anything. There is almost no such thing as ready. There is only now. And you may as well do it now. Generally speaking, now is as good a time as any.
já disseram-me, já a mim próprio disse e ainda ontem
- O que é teu está guardado
amigo de escola, amigo de balneário, amiga de escola, daqueles que ficam e deixam saudades todos os dias, que sabem divertir-me, que sabem ouvir-me, poucos assim, bom recordar e prosperar juntos, ainda há 5/6 anos andamos a fazer das nossas numa disco qualquer, estamos mais velhos, mais responsáveis, ela com um filho e feliz, ele com um sorriso como o meu, descansado e esperançado
- É só acreditarmos os dois e tudo há-de ficar bem